I was immediately reminded of an old Gaither song that rings true to God’s faithfulness in your situation.

There is no problem too big
God cannot solve it
There is no mountain too tall
He cannot move it
There is not storm too dark
God cannot calm it
There is no sorrow too deep
He cannot soothe it

If He carried the weight of the world upon His shoulders
I know, my brother that He will carry you
If He carried the weight of the world upon His shoulders
I know, my sister that He will carry you

He said come on to me all who are weary
And I will give you rest

He will carry you. He will give you rest. And even should everything else fall away, He remains.
It’s too EASY to be “reactive” to life and its pitfalls: Worry is just another tool of satan to distract us from God’s call on our lives. I’ve said this to Jason, and I’ll say it to you, out of the first chapter of Joshua: “Be bold, and of good courage, for the Lord thy God is with thee.”

God bless

Tom